purging

i’m purging myself of the snark. the negativity. the rudeness, the lack of consideration, the hurt feelings. the small mindedness, the pettiness,the gossip. hmm, let’s see… have i left anything out? human nature can get so ugly, so reminicent of freshly chummed shark water. and i get to the point that i can’t take it. i can’t just look away,ignore it,only see the good. i have to cut it out completely. i am sensitive. too sensitive maybe. but after 27 years i have learned my limits and i know what works for me. it feels good to say “no more”. i recognize these things as more than just irritations. they are harmful to me. they make me feel heavy and sick.

i will let go. say “no thanks” and “goodbye”. the breaths i take will be deep,clean and easy. isn’t it just like the springtime to make you realize it’s time to shed your skin again?

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